SoulInNeed

I have a new job!! sure the pay isn't better but it's still good and the travel sure as hell is BETTER!! and the people i work with are just as nice as the people i used to work with, though can't say the same for the all customers i ever served at my old job. The customers at my new job are much more patient and nicer so far, fingers crossed... anyways i'm full time monday to friday and the best part? i get an hour long break and holidays ^^

anyways still working on that damn mural! but i have had an idea and so i am changing part of it again when i get the chance that is.
and yeh still working on my book and my drawing and sewing and etc.

i have a JOB!!!!!!! finally... i mean YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
i have completed my first lolita skirt, it's not perfect but i love it ^^
i'm still working on that damn mural and book!
i've started on my second lolita skirt and i've made the hat to go with it already
and i have to try hard to save up and not waste away all my money on things i don't really need, so i supose will have to think over each purchase before it is made
oh i'm just so happy, in 4 or is it 3 years time i will be in portugal <3 <3 <3

In the mirror all I see
Are imperfections that seem to define me
I'm too fat
Or am I too skinny?
And too many pimples!
"Your ugly!"
My mind always  screams
It's no surprise I'm my own worst enemy
No matter how I try
I'm not talented enough
I'm not pretty enough
I'm not smart enough
I'm not fit enough
I'm not enough
Why do I hate myself so much?

It's just another day
You're still a million miles away
It should feel the same
Only I can't see your face no more…
No words to hear whispered in my ear,
No letters,
No postcards,
No emails,
No phone calls,
Nothing
I miss you
How many ways can I say it?
That I long to see your face
To hear your voice
To be with you
I miss you
With every bone in my body
I miss you
With every heart beat
I miss you
With every breath
I miss you
Oh how I wish I were with you!

Time is precious, as there is only so many hours in the day and we alll need some kind of sleep and so i haven't for a while been able to reply to all the replies i've been sent and no offence ment i will try to eventally get back to you and sadly i no longer have the time to comment on artworks, so just know that if i add you're art it's because i find it interesting, appealing, alluring, ironic, funny, AWESOME!, pretty, stunning, beautiful, genius, morbid and etc and etc , i could spend forever on that list of reasons but what it comes down to is i like your art so keep it up!! i will occasionally comment on artworks and maybe one day i will have the time to always do it but have to wait and see, because you know i could always decide to be lazy