A poem

Do I love you?
Your goofy smile
Your dark eyes
Your warm touch
No thoughts
No feelings
Nothing to remind me
I saw you there
Lying in your own blood
I was too late to save you
Maybe it was a dream
You voice
You look my way
I'm breathless
I'm speechless
You hold me close
Its all too much
Too good to be true
Any minute now
Any second now
I will awake from this dream
Sweetest dream there ever was
Please don't leave
Don't let me wake up
You say I'm perfect
I laugh
You ask why?
I say your blind
One moment is not enough
But I'd give it all up for one moment
A blink of an eye
A deep breath
A heart beat
A leap of fate
I'm so afraid
We're so far apart
I don't want to be alone
When I am low
As low as they go
I hear you calling
What if tomorrow never comes
The five words that strike fear in my heart
Trying not to think them
Trying not to hear them
In vain
You could die while I sleep
And I would never know
Somewhere I know you lie
In a pool of your own blood
I cannot get there
I cannot save you
It's not fair